Time

The most precious thing in the world. I wish i could have 48 hour days, that the period between dusk to dawn was much long, that i could last without sleep for 10 days without a problem, so that i can fit everything into my schedule.. It seems as though whenever i start arranging an appointment, many more would miraculously pop out at the same time... its like suddenly the whole world wants to meet on friday and everyone seems to be busy with their own stuff on other days so its their only day free? gee... with things like that going on, i wish i had a 2 day work week... haha..

oh well...

heart wrenching pain. i finally felt it.




did you seriously think a simple Sorry would make a difference?

Song of the Moment.

One More Night by Stars

"try as he might he's unable to speak
he grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
the bed is unmade like everything is
dark little heaven at the top of the stairs
take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again by the light in the hall
he drops to his knees says please my love, please
i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze"


found a video of it.. one that doesn't move...

This one's for glor...

I went missing. I used a lousy excuse when you asked. Disappeared without a trace. But you didn't give up on me darling. And you gave me the bestest best christmas present I would ever want. It just proves how much you know me! Oh well.... What I really wanted to say is I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









and yeah, maybe now I really have to marry you.

Some people are not worth waiting for.

to huiqing:

thanks for being my inspiration and motivation. no, don't be happy or proud that your "prep talks" pulled me through when i needed it. when you suddenly disappeared just like she did, i was finally able to see what everyone was telling me without emotions attached or thinking that she was different from others. so yes, i finally understand what it means when people say i'm being played around with. that she's not worth it.

being nice is not ever going to let you survive in this world.

to she who disappeared:
this is it. no more waiting, no more symphathy. don't say i didn't give you ample time to explain yourself. if this is how you treat all your friends, don't ever blame them from walking out of your life. sure you'll make new friends, but how many real ones would you have in the end? the thing is i'm not going to care anymore.

2007 is going to turn up to be a much nicer year now that everything settled :)

Confusion. Anger. Helplessness. Desperation.

I guess that basically summarised the past 12 days. I don't want to pursue anymore. If you wish to come back, and act like everything's fine, thats ok with me. I'd rather be ignorant then ignored. So please, don't shut the door on me anymore..

I found a reason to start a wishlist....


http://se-ed.net/bamboosax/Pictures/Soprano%20Straight.JPG


lol..

a good friend of mine once told me that a friend in need is a friend indeed....





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.... he also told me that a friend with weed is better...

Orgasmic.

Only word close enough to describe the Kaya Fondue with Goreng Pisang i had yesterday. I'm still thinking about it.

Here's one for Resolutions

On the top of the list..
1. GET MY FREAKIN LICENSE.(if not to have a chance to drive, at least to shut everyone up about it)

Following closely...
2. Lose the belly and get in shape. (Yes, I admit i have it. I know its prominent. And i'm gonna try to do something about it.)

3. Stop spending so much. (Its a good year to start learning to be a scrooge, seems mildly impossible, but yes still quite achievable.)

4. Always say what I mean. (No more "I'm fine" coming from me when I'm not)

5. Forget. (About some)

6. Remember. (All those I've neglected for the last month or two)

7. Get into a good college