I think i'm wierd.

The sound of a metal tea spoon hitting against a filled ceramic or glass mug gives me a massive headache, and makes me grind my teeth. I just can't stand the sound for some reason. To the extend of being unbearable... oh well.

hmmm does anyone have adobe photoshop to lend?

GRACIE KOH!!!

we better meet up soon. i miss you.

(expect rach and sandy to start bitching on my tag board right about now for not mentioning them).....(glor too.)....

forgot to add that i...
- had international buffet at JW Marriott hotel, the salmon sashimi kicked ass.. or should i say it OWNED.. still mouth watering now as i think of it.
- went to a place called the CHEESECAKE factory... tried 4 different flavours(out of more then 20) of cheese cake, and nearly melted on the sofa.
- went to this place opened by Afro Americans called Chicken and Waffles, and well.... had chicken and waffles... the waffles are to die for... fried chicken taste almost the same the world round so yeah...
- had dim sum in hong kong, honkie style! and got bored of ordering really slowly...
- chatted with the most amount of total strangers, in a week, in my entire life!
- got lost in a foreign land alone
- went window shopping for antiques
- went to a temple alone for the first time in my entire life

well.... lots of first time experiences for me... which is pretty amazing...

and yeah, i didn't shop when i was in hongkong. which is like the wierdest thing ever.

there's sooooo much i want to blog about!!!

some happy, some frustrating and sad....

was alone at ocean park today, i'm in hongkong now btw... the view from the top was really amazing but couldn't help feeling lonely there... feeling lonely inevitably lead to me thinking again of... well, never mind...

on the way down and out of ocean park, met this girl with a real unique name.. we were alone in the cable car... she claims that she's called Sorry, explaining that she got that name coz she's always doing the wrong things daily... so cute i tell you! communicating in chinese is kinda challenging though.. kinda regretted not asking her out for coffee, i just didn't think of it at the moment... gave her my email though, praying hard now she'd email me or something... but i'll probably need someone to decipher it for me.... tsk tsk...

anyway, i miss everyone!!! i'm so homesick right now actually, wish i was home... sigh...

decided i'll sum up my trip in a few sentences...

-tried alot of different asian food.... thai, viet, chinese, japanese...
-went to a world class jazz place called yoshi's... its also a real good jap restaurant btw..
-tried sake at yoshi's for the first time in my life and love it.
-went to fisherman's wharf and laughed at how spastic seagulls look.
-discovered how hard it is to walk in san frans, harder then in ngee ann.. the hills kill you..
-got lost in bro's car...
-smoked in the front porch of bro's place, chilling out with his friends.
-played mahjong with americans. (wtf i know.) it was funny.
-got to know this cute a.b.c girl called Anna
-nearly died on the plane to hongkong... 14 hours kill.
-walked around hongkong
-checked out alot of touristy places in hongkong...

oh well thats it for now.... didn't shop since i dont have the mood to... oh well... will update more when i'm back!

In less then 12 hours, I'll be on my way to San Francisco. I'll probably rot to death on the flight.

feeling so angsty for no reason... rahhhhhhhhhh.

why do i have a bad feeling that nothing good happens whenever i leave the country?

anyways, i wanna have a nostalgia party too! we should really have one! just saw glor's fotos from her party, and i can't resist anymore....

imagine.... all of us dressed up in our sec school uniform, eating mamee and god-knows-what other old-school tidbits, checking out each other's report books, laughing about it, and watching shows like ninja turtles/beetle juice/x-men/smurfs. it'll be like super fun..

what does everyone think?

glor's complaining... so once again its time for me to have YET another I love glor post.

i know it, you know it, everyone knows it. but since u're like my bestest best female friend, i'd say it once again.

I LOVE YOU GLORIA!

and just in case you couldn't see that with your squirty little eyes, i've taken the liberty to enlarge it for you.

I LOVE YOU GLORIA!

there.

California~~~ California~~~~~ Here I come...


woot... pray be, i'd be watching the O.C. on fox on thurs night in california ;) woot... orange juice land here i come!! drink till there's no tomorrow!

a vicious circle. round and round it goes.
love, hate, hate love, love hate.
good and evil and the thin line in between where we often stand.
isn't that the place where you'd find love?
where you lose it?
where you use hate to get out of?
irony.


theres so many men saying how women are all bitches.
and just as many women saying men are all bastards.
one saying the other's not to be trusted.
the other saying just the same thing.
well then, we're all not to be trusted.


another non-commonsensical post... tsk tsk...

i found the answer to the universe again!

42.

not easy to remember though. oh well.

oooo.. pride...

Your Deadly Sins

Pride: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Greed: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Envy: 20%

Lust: 20%

Sloth: 20%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 34%

You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker.

How Sinful Are You?

what a night.... china black might not have fantastic music.... but we make the best of it!!! haha... it always rocks to club with SO MANY FRIENDS! haha... oh well.... enjoyed myself alot, though i didn't enjoy waking up this morning... tsk....

anyone with gmail invites to spare? haha... give me one please! i'm sick of hotmail.

oh.

game for clubbing on friday the 13th? join us at china black then.

don't even think about me buying anyone drinks. not gonna happen. i'll be selfish and get drunk all alone.

-blogging whats on my mind-



i've never been good at relationships. i don't think i ever will be. you see, every time i finally decide that i'm actually in love, i'll screw up. i'll become childish, irritating, a pain in the ass. i'll do things i never meant to do. but i do things for a reason. i don't, or should i say can't, keep my emotions in line for long. everytime i draw near to someone, i'll predictably and systematically fall in love. which sucks. some might say it's probably an infatuation, and they're right half the time. but the few times they were wrong, all i really wanted to do, was to give it all i've got, so as to not regret not taking action at all. coz i've made that mistake once, and i never ever want to do that ever again.

i think i'm too affectionate for my own good at times. and yes, screw the whole nice guy streak. who the fuck cares or gives a damn or notices if you're a nice guy. sure, they'll like you, that is, as a friend, but no matter, the bad guys get the girls. soft spot theory, simple as that. so from now on, i don't think i'll be a nice guy anymore. who says i can't? there's always a bastard lying dormant inside each and every guy.

the world's fucked up. so am i.

but those bastards plotted against ME, their HOST! pushed me into the pool.... 

we were like suppose to take a guys only foto.... 

had a class bbq at my place, first one in 4 years... and well, quite a few unexpected and rare guests turned up... had fun... 

from that to this.... quite a bit of change i guess.... lol... 

kit just sent me a foto.... this is what i call a blast from the past.... REALLY haunting foto... haha... well decided to have a laugh at it... i did inspire to be a nerd in the past... 

got high yesterday..... ended up at walla walla in the end, with the original people who were suppose to be at dbl o.... no idea wtf, but yeah.... had a rather interesting night i guess... oh well...

having a drinking session canceled on you sucks really bad... and i was so very much hoping i could let lose and have fun tonight at dbl o... oh well... 

haha.

sigh.

oh well.








winter has taken up permanent residence in me right now.

well, at least my smile's frozen in place.

guys, it'll be easier to view my fotos from the bottom up(yes as usual) since i uploaded them that way... haha... anyway this is only half of the fotos, there's still the other half with jerms... didn't really uploaded all of mine anyway, since i took TOO MANY FOTOS! haha.. enjoy.

my hotel lobby... 

under the bridge, or railway... 

group of kids waiting for the tram.. they look like scouts to me... 

these are the trams that travel round the city... at least half the people don't pay when they ride on these... 

another part of the city.... 

the sea.... 

more of the city... notice the grey parts, those are the railway tracks... so cool!! 

another photo of the place.. 

crown center, just accross the yaara river... this is the place with the CASINO! and CLUBS, and CABARET... no strip clubs there though.... 

down the street... can see the trams passing thru... traffics quite horrible at some places, esp at night... 

a hot cuppa chocolate(notice the melting mashmallows on it??!??!) at gloria jeans cafe, which is REALLY popular there... see more gloria jeans then starbucks... i swear hot chocolate rocks at 17degrees temperature... 

went for a gig at a place called the green room, which didn't have fantastic music lah... 

can't really see it, but jerm's is pretending to be a surfer, the sculpture was shaped like a wave.... tsk tsk.. this is outside the theater just outside the city... 

the view outside this diners which is somewhat like billy bombers, at south yaara, this somewhat suburban place outside melbourne city.. 

inside one of the malls, which somehow reminds me of wheelock place, just higher.... 

better view of southbank... 

the yaara river... and south bank on the other side.. 

birds eye view of flinders station, and can't really see my hotel, but its infront of the victoria uni building... 

inside flinder street station, just across the road from my hotel... 

another train...