Song on replay tonight - Good Charlotte's Emotionless

hmm, well, i'm no where near emotionless. in fact, i'm probably on the other extreme.

tsk.... too much i'm not gonna write about...

extracts from Sugarcult's "Pretty Girl"

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love....

stupid grace, got me hooked to the song...

Women...... are.... (all famales reading start to form impressions that i'm a sexist at this point of time) contradicting creatures....

i've said it... so? i know i'm sterotyping...

but why do alot of them seem to:
- say they love you, but still whine alot/complain about you
- have interest in you, but still play hard to get
- say they ain't gonna talk to you, but be first to break the silence
- say "no" when they mean "yes"
- say "anything", but mean "no"
- say "i'm ok" when they're obviously NOT ok.

oh well.....

leaving on a jet plane?

Hmm.... funny this song came up on the playlist tonight... hahaha.... it always happens! everytime someone's going off somewhere... ah well.... TLM people take care and have fun! don't forget to buy back presents!

"Leaving On A Jet Plane"

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane....

what the hell am i doing online at 4.30 am in the morning? blogging of course! haha... i just waited until 4.30 so that i could show an entry of me blogging at such an hour! so cool huh! wait a minute..... i could have just changed the time to 4.30 instead of waiting so long! -doh-

anyways, finally done with the god-cursed Macomm pair work... sorry if i haven't been really helpful lionel... ah well... left with the finishing touches to complete tomorrow...

Its been ages since i've last went on the NEL, so kinda took this silly foto.... ah well.... nearly took the train on the wrong side yesterday from douby ghaut, but thank god i wasn't that blur yet.. kinda met up with jerms to talk about all the silly stuff that both of us have been doing recently, women trouble, project woes, the usual i guess.... took the train down to meet glor at harbour front after that.... its probably gonna be the new place to hang out in the future, seems like everything is opening up over there!! can't wait for the building to be finished... haha...

its so nice to catch up with old friends once in a while, to find out whats been happening, laugh about silly little things, whine a whole lot, and diss each other for good measure... haha...



i swear i need a pet... not something cheesy like a goldfish please, but ya, u get the idea... I WANT A DOG! sigh.... gloria has this cool iguana (why can't i have one too!) thats gotten so darn huge since the last time i saw it in school..... ah well....

i swear i'm always talking about the things i would do to make someone happy... but i never ever actually do them! i'm all talk, no action... sheesh!

China Black

as u can guess from the title, thats where i was yesterday night.... haha... people in attendance on this rare clubbing occasion included jess, cindy, matthew, liangjie, vinod, jianning and ying yi... well, it was supposed to be a sorta birthday thing, with me as the target of the night (being the nearest birthday boy), thus everyone was kinda bent on making me drunk.... well, of course i couldn't disappoint my friends, thus, needless to say, i got high... before i go further, have to say, sorry if i was being an idiot... :( u know what i mean.... well, i guess it was justified i was drunk, after a waterfall, a flaming lamborghini, a graveyard, 3 tequila pops, 1 glass of gin tonic, and assorted sips from a minimum of at least 15 juggies..... well, i guess i don't wanna remember much about wat happened yesterday.... i do sort of recall dancing on a platform, burning my hand on cigarettes, sitting down in some silly little corner of china black alone, and some other stuff..... ah well.... spent the night at liangjie's place, and had breakfast with him and cindy in the morning in serangoon..... i think i had enough of getting drunk and clubbing for a while, but then again, there should be one coming up real soon, ain't i correct cindy? its only natural that i want revenge for yesterday...... -evil grins-

i've been sitting in the library for 3 hours! and i've made little progress with my sales management report... 2 words describes what i feel now.... Brain Dead..... couldn't get anything done, probably due to the fact that i have no idea what i'm supposed to do, and the fact that i have a headache doesn't help.... every single sound made by the surrounding people makes me more edgy... i have this overpowering urge to stand up and scream SHUT THE FUCK UP! to just about anyone now.... isn't it suppose to be dead quiet in the library? but before i lost my mind, i kinda realise i'm just as noisy as them sometimes.... won't someone just pass me an asprin, and ya, kill me because i'm allergic to it.... yipee! (gets sudden morbid fascination at the prospects of dying from oversized rashes due to asprin..)

i think the closest i can come to describing a headache for me would be a group of 4-7 year old kids running rampant inside my skull, most of them sensitive to noise... irritating, painful, and definately not subsiding.... i'm kinda coming close to wringing the neck of the next person that makes a sound.... but then every-fucking-person here is talking like they're in the canteen.... oh well.....

i think there seems to be some sense for high drama in the power above (points towards sky, suspecting that the underlying problem boils down to long eons spent watching lousy soap operas)... sometime things just become peaceful till the extend that its boring, or the problems start to come one at a time in rapid sucession, complicating itself more and more..... sigh.... i'm only human....

Came across an old song on my md......

Falling In Love Again
by Eagle-Eye Cherry

I'm so tired of falling in love
Finding it easier to fall out
I can't deny it
I feel it inside, Cupid's fire
I can't hide

I'm falling in love again
Ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love again
This time it's with you
When I fall
It's always the same
And I'm so tired
Of playing this game

It's been so long now
Since I gave up my heart
I've kept it locked down
I don't wanna get it harmed
So let me tell you now
I just want to be sure
That you won't hurt me
Can you promise me that

I'm falling in love again
Ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love a gain
Girl this time it's with you
When I fall
It's always the same
And I'm so tired
Of playing this game

You got to tell me
If you're going to break my heart
'Cause I don't want to take a chance
And if it ain't true
All it's gonna be
Is nothing but a poor romance
So give me that promise to hold on
And I'll never let you go
We gotta have something to go on
I'm letting you know now

I'm falling in love again
Ain't nothing I can do
Falling in love a gain
Girl this time it's with you
When I fall
It's always the same
And I'm so tired
Of playing this game

Falling in love again
Falling in love again
I'm falling in love again
I'm falling in love again

Falling in love again
Falling in love again
I'm falling in love again
I'm falling in love again

education?

i've realised something about education... remember primary school, when there are such things as yes/no questions in which you either choose one, then move on to explaining.. "Yes. It is because she is wearing yellow, not red(doesn't make sense, but ya u get the idea)"

Then as you proceed futher into secondary level, you have to look through the question, argue both sides, then decide on one. (Yes, because bla bla bla bla, but it could also be No because bla bla bla)

Well at a tertiary level, as humans always love to complicate matters, requires more then that. I realised that we've gone pass the stage of answering a question. Instead, we list down 500 different alternatives that could be possible, take the tutor thru all of them, allow him/her a perception that we might likely choose a certain solution, then create that same perception for another few solutions, polish up the whole "answer"(i'm not really sure if it can be called an answer some times) with lots of flamboyant language and then put it all down into a fancy powerpoint with lots of animation. The purpose of the whole thing? To distract or disturb your tutor sooooooo much that he/she doesn't realise that there is no longer an answer. We've moved to the point where there is no longer a fixed answer, a model answer... Assumptions made correctly could just save your asses thru-out an exam! haha....

What do you guys think?

kevin, quiet???

kevin is.... quiet???!?

you know, i've realised i'm the quiet person at home. (vinod stares at entry) (kinda typing this at a computer lab in school...) well, its basically true, since everyone else can't seem to shut the fuck up at home. even when my bro's like reading a book, he seems to have the urge to tap something with his feet just so to satisfy his animalistic urges to fight off the silence. yes i know, dissing my own family isn't exactly gracious, but well, its true! well anyways, i totally hate to be disturb when i'm reading, but it seems like grandma's personal goal to bug me every 20 minutes just to make sure i'm not hungry, i don't need a drink or anything else.... i know she's sweet, and i love her to bits, but still!

oh well, this is basically an entry thats full of crap and non-relavant whims and whinings from kevin... i'm bored and restless, and i have a faint suspicion that my skin is turning a familiar grey tint that you see on the ground...

ah well, jian ning's finally done with class so i shall not loiter around much longer..... till next time!

had sushi today, as u can see.... well jess ate all those, and i only ate wasabi and soy sauce (can see it at the left side of the pic)

guess it wasn't really actually a good day considering that i didn't even close a single sales today during the roadshow, but one can only blame one's self for being lazy....

well ended up having sushi at bukit panjang, a place i haven't stepped into for at least 3 years? time flys doesn't it.....

boring monday

it sucks when everyone already has something you're trying to sell....

try selling cable tv or maxonline to students in school.... its just not easy at all.... and spending the whole day stoning in the atrium just rox my sox off.... can't say it any better..... well, was about to blog about yesterday's interesting show (i watched supersize me!) but i'm too lazy now... just have to say that i get the creeps just thinking about macs now... not really in a mood to eat it..... and i'm getting more health concious! yup, the world is changing..... tsk tsk..... lastly, i guess i have to publicize hongwei's blog, since he just posted after god-knows-how-many-years..... so do visit his blog here