In a little more then 12 hours, I'll be swearing in as an NS man. I'll be becoming an indistinguishable baldie with black framed glasses.( rubs head now and sighs ) I can't help feeling helpless, but I guess I'm a little excited too. I wanna be fit! Haha... Just shaved my head, and i can't stop rubbing it...

To my dearest, for being selfish and unfair, I'm sorry. I know I'm not treating you the way you would love me to. I know I'm not spending enough time with you. I know I'm not living up fully to your expectations of a boyfriend. And I know that I love you. I want to say that I know how much you have done for me. I can't guarantee I will change, but I'm starting to try my best. Give me time, dearest.

ARMY!!! its in 5 days time... sigh... goodbye freedom...