Some people are not worth waiting for.

to huiqing:

thanks for being my inspiration and motivation. no, don't be happy or proud that your "prep talks" pulled me through when i needed it. when you suddenly disappeared just like she did, i was finally able to see what everyone was telling me without emotions attached or thinking that she was different from others. so yes, i finally understand what it means when people say i'm being played around with. that she's not worth it.

being nice is not ever going to let you survive in this world.

to she who disappeared:
this is it. no more waiting, no more symphathy. don't say i didn't give you ample time to explain yourself. if this is how you treat all your friends, don't ever blame them from walking out of your life. sure you'll make new friends, but how many real ones would you have in the end? the thing is i'm not going to care anymore.

2007 is going to turn up to be a much nicer year now that everything settled :)