christmas went past without much happening... spent it with gracie, pingos and cute yoko at gracie's house watching beauty and the beast.. quite cheesy i know... tonight probably won't be doing anything loud or crazy too... oh well... quiet year, with wierd presents too... haha... i know i've been complaining about it ning, but well, its socks lah... oh well....

for people who suddenly find me online less often, grouchy, bored looking, restless for the next few weeks, please do understand, my bro's back from the states for holiday and when i'm deprived my personal space, i tend to act in a more easily-irritated way... bear with me yeah?

there's actually quite alot to talk about since my last update, but i'm just plain lazy to type it all out... so yeah... i guess i'll just wish everyone a happy new year...

a minute of silence for tsunami victims and their families.

life is ironic i guess, such things happening during christmas and the new year, a normally happy occasion.. sigh...

a glance at the year that passed.....
- fell in love
- fell out of love
- fell out with an old friend
- grew closer to dearest gracie
- got a new class
- started selling starhub stuff
- turned into an actual chiongster
- set a record of drinking every day for a week.
- grew up a little
- made mistakes
- fell in love yet again
- became stupid, irritated/scared someone away
- got drunk at a club
- confessed to someone while i was drunk
- wrote my first chinese song, and one that i was proud of
- started learning driving
- cried
- attempted dieting
- gained weight
- dyed my hair
- had a monthly spending of at least $600
- spent at least 1/3 of my allowance monthly on cab

well... had fun i guess...

Kevin's New Year Resolutions:
1) Take Less Cabs. (i'll be so much richer like that....)
2) Be on time more often.
3) Fag Less
4) Drink Less
5) Enjoy my last semester in NP
6) Go overseas with friends.
7) Do more good deeds

yeah... thats about it... (hears alot of "ya rights" coming from various people at about now)

merry new year people, and happy christmas.

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please vote for my sis so that she can win a handphone. pity the poor girl with the GD90! -_-
lol... she's Pauline Ng from SAJC... so yeah, just a few clicks for kevin's sake...
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i'm at a point in life where i'm direction-less. feel stranded on a vast forest without either compass or map. feel like the only square block that can't find a niche to fit into coz they're all round. feel like the only person who speaks english in a whole planet of french speaking people.

why?

i've no idea. i'm absolutely clueless. i'm just tired of being me. probably because i don't know what's me anyway. no. i didn't say anymore because i don't think i knew who i was in the first place. i'm a social chameleon, and not a successful one, and i guess i'm starting to get sick of myself. fuck the world, fuck the people, who like me, are born naturally curious about what others feel, fuck the hypocrites, fuck the government and the questionable democracy, fuck the media for being cold-bloodedly invasive. yeah and fuck me for saying all that.

now you're depressed too huh? or are you mocking my poor english?

i don't think i give a damn anymore.

I'm Healthy. Its official! Screw the Medical Officers at CMPB for giving me a PES A.

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pretty cool huh? haha... damn i'm bored...

don't you just love the OC?? i'm totally obsessed with it right now! the silly moments and sarcastic comments, feeling that you can relate to what they feel, sadness, and the silly smiles on Seth's face that is oh-so-infectious... ah well.... i'm a fanatic right now... too bad we don't get to see Anna though....

i suddenly feel like i've grown up. or should i say we've grown up. god knows why, but that phrase has been hanging around me for a while, especially when i start thinking back to the secondary school life.

from the 10pm curfews to the 4am stints that are a regular now adays, i guess my lifestyle/thinking/believes has all changed. thinking back at the $6 hooches that we used to try buying back in sec school which just seems like an expensive soft drink to me now, and looking at the flaming lambourghinis that appears on the table now adays, it seems like so many things have changed! from sneaking a pack of fags from the coffee shop to scoffing the 7-11 staff for checking ID, from buses and trains to cabs and car rides from friends, from 77th street baggy jeans to levi's, from fast food restaurants to real restaurants, and from sentosa chalets to resorts overseas, we've comed a long way!

oh well... random thoughts again from kevin...

oh wonders of all wonders! joy of all joys! i've got my laptop back!

-ahhhhh-

felt mute, crippled and disconnected for the past 5 days i swear, but well, kevin's back to crap again... amazingly, toshiba seems to be working much more efficiently compared to what they were like in the past... i still remember the 2 months i was without a laptop due to a cracked lcd screen... oh well....

some how or other, i'm actually looking forward to WISP for the weeks to come, coz it's probably gonna be so much more interesting compared to the PCR module i have at 8 in the morning... knowing at least 3/4 of the class seems to help as well....

school has finally started again... yes, i know this is a bit late... well, all i can say is i wanna enjoy the last semester of my poly school life as much as possible!

haha... just finished reading gracie's blog... my ego's like super big now lah... oh well.... (suddenly reminded of pingo's "i will love you long time"

yay! taufik won! __ to that stupid cat's fans!

down with the ah bengs!

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thats all i have to say for tonight.