i'm at a point in life where i'm direction-less. feel stranded on a vast forest without either compass or map. feel like the only square block that can't find a niche to fit into coz they're all round. feel like the only person who speaks english in a whole planet of french speaking people.

why?

i've no idea. i'm absolutely clueless. i'm just tired of being me. probably because i don't know what's me anyway. no. i didn't say anymore because i don't think i knew who i was in the first place. i'm a social chameleon, and not a successful one, and i guess i'm starting to get sick of myself. fuck the world, fuck the people, who like me, are born naturally curious about what others feel, fuck the hypocrites, fuck the government and the questionable democracy, fuck the media for being cold-bloodedly invasive. yeah and fuck me for saying all that.

now you're depressed too huh? or are you mocking my poor english?

i don't think i give a damn anymore.