Nonchalant

That describes how i feel about everything now adays. The best way to describe to anyone my current mood would be well, moodless. I don't know since when, but i'm becoming more and more uncaring about the world around me. Its not as though i'm cold blooded, its just that i can no longer relate as much to people as i used to. Too much has been going on these few weeks, its as though major life changing decisions are saved for the end of the year for everyone. I guess that caring for others is getting tiring, draining, so much so that i've given up trying...


oh well. i'm just wierd now adays. irritable, cold, and not what i'm supposed to be.