Disgusted with myself.

I'm absolutely disgusted with my spending habits. I spend too much and earn too little. Why can't the army pay me more!!!!! Especially now that i need to feed myself daily in camp.....

I'm bitching, because my mom asked me to look for a part time job, and i really wish that something decent would come along. Its not like I enjoy being financially dependant on my parents.....

Oh well... This marks the beginning of me starting the blog again...