feel like going out, but i'm too lazy to do so. feel like crying, but can't find a reason to. feel like i have so much to say, but can seem to put it down in words. exam season again. honestly i feel like a personified oxymoron sometimes. its probably all the pent up, un-vented anger. i'm procrastinating, putting off all my work anyway. still feeling directionless as before, and i guess i honestly have to admit to being guilty of par-taking in gradual self-destruction...

just random thoughts...